Create.
While we wanted to tie this difficult year up in a pink or blue bow, announcing our pregnancy at Christmastime, plans changed as we were dealing with our second miscarriage. What a year this has been. There are moments in this year that will shine brightly, but for me, this has been a year of lament, and 2021, at least the beginning of it, will continue in that spirit. Lament is a difficult season for Christians to be in – we don’t like to feel bad for long – but I know that God is going to do something in our lives if we open the doors and create the space. If we create the space. Every year I choose a word of the year. Something to work towards, strive for, aspire to. My word of the year for 2020 was “grace.” I wanted to feel God’s grace in my life. I wanted to have grace for myself. I wanted to have grace for people in my life. Little did we know, 2020 would need a lot of grace. I learned a lot about myself through the process of receiving, having, and giving grac...